N and i are very good friends until now. i even slept at her house during her engagement ceremony. i even accompany her when she first met and date her husband. yes, they were ups and downs in our relationship. she didn't tell me she's getting married only 3 weeks before the wedding. i was so upset. i thought we were best friend and she left out the very little detail about her upcoming marriage. but for me, it's not little. marriage is once in a lifetime. how could she left me out of the discussion and not telling me earlier. i was so upset and i didn't come to her wedding.. and i really2 regret it ever since. one year, one whole year we didn't talk or sms or call each other. i even didn't know that she had a baby until...
one day, the thoughts come to my mind to visit her facebook and i found out that she was really2 sick. she had a 5cm brain tumor. OMG! what happened. what have i done? she only get to see her son for two days. and now she stays about 50 days in HKL coming in and out the operation theatre. i cried everytime i think of her ever since. and now the tumor has become cancer stage 4. last time i visit her, she was so helpless. she can only turn her head around. she can barely speak, can't walk.
i cried. i tried to hold but i can't. i told her that i'm so sorry. and she also ask me to forgive her. i did. she can't see her son, she can't treat her husband like a normal person do. and now she suffers cancer. we thought we had all the problems in the world but we don't. i'm praying everyday for her health. i hope she will get better and be with her husband and son.. and i miss her so much!
